H I D I N G P L A C E
This song was birthed in the midst of a very imperfect search for the Lord. Sometimes I wonder if I should take it down, but I think it offers a more honest account of the Lord’s redeeming process in my life. You can feel the desperation, the suffocation and “self-induced asphyxiation” I lived under;
It’s a great weight to believe you have an important destiny of work to do for a God you hardly know.
My hope was in the wrong place, and it became a shackle; I was chained by hope to a calling.
But Freedom only comes in running to the One who is calling.
I was told I had art in my blood and God needed me to reach people with it.
I thought I had to make myself (figuratively) bleed.
Oh, but sufficient was the Blood that had already been poured out for me!
This song is a cry that came from my heart long before my mind understood.
I’m beginning to see.
I was asking if He could be my hiding place, if He could be my home.
I didn’t realize He was doing everything He possibly could to make His home in me.
He c a n be my hiding place,
Will I be His home?
"For you are my hiding place,
You protect me from trouble.
You surround me with songs of victory."
| Psalm 32:7